Lost

I have lost my way. Don't get me wrong I have been plugging away doing my best (which isn't good enough). So, COVID is to partially blame, but we are 2.5 years in and I can't continue to come up with this as an excuse. I think I'm tired. Not of Halloween, or the fall, or the excitement of the changing weather and seasons. All of these things may excite me even more. I love everything about this time of year and that has not changed. I'm tired. I'm tired of my work, it has caused me to become weary. I am tired of the worry and stress about my family. I am tired of adulting at the level it requires to be healthy (I don't have kids so not sure how any of you all are doing it). I am just tired. Anyway, I have no idea what I'm saying or even why I am saying it. I haven't posted here in probably three years so...